I still have your letter from that day. It made me angry when I first read it that night. We were fighting and the letter was so beautiful, that it made me angry.
The next day I cried. Cried because it was the last thing I had from you. The last time I saw your sweet face. Those blue eyes looked so sad when you handed it to me. I was angry.
I didn’t know that it was the last time I would see you or hear your voice.
I cried for days.
I still have your letter.
It’s pressed between pages in a book. A book I will always hold dear to my heart.
The envelope it came in is in my wallet. I want to cry when I see the words on it.
“You’ve lost Someone Special”
I truly did loose you.
I didn’t know it then, but I know it now. Two years too late.
I’ve moved on, my heart with someone else.
But a piece will always be with you Zachary.
I will never be whole again. I don’t blame you, for I blame myself. I know it was not my fault, but I blame myself.
I have not read your letter since the day you passed. I do not wish to cry anymore.
But I still have your letter.